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The baby announcement I never released when I was pregnant with Atlas. I didn’t do anything special with Arias announcement just cried hysterically to my husband when I saw the two lines. Looking back at this I just can’t believe the intense emotion we feel when we find out we are expecting 🥰🥰 #emotional
I’ve been carrying this heavy on my heart and idk why but something as small as this means a lot to me. I was so proud of Aria when she was born, I was a new person. I didn’t spend a second not showing her off. With atlas I didn’t even take a proud mom selfie. I took pictures of him, and couldn’t recognize him through the lens. I didn’t know who my baby was, and I was scared to show people. When Atlas was born , all I could think of was Aria, and how unfair it was that I left her with my mom and that was the last time I saw her as being an only child. Now 5 months later, I see my son and I love him so much, I am extremely attached, like I’m trying to overfill the void that I had when he was born. The second child is underlooked, the second child is new in town, the first child already built love and a connection with everyone around us while the second doesn’t get half the attention the first got. He doesn’t get as many pictures, as many clothes or toys, he gets a lot of hand me downs from sister but it shouldn’t feel like a bad thing. I’m just not as free as I once was when i only had one child. I feel like I failed as a mother in his first month of life when it took me so long to feel and connect with him and know that he wasn’t just someone here to take all of Arias attention away, because he in fact didn’t, not one bit, but I feel like I have to protect him more than ever , he’s so different than she was, society is always comparing them both, and idk why it can be so damn difficult mentally to adjust to having 2, and I will forever regret not taking a proud mommy newborn selfie with him because just like Aria... he is my world. ❤️
It’s been over 3 months and I still look at him like... you’re mine?! I made you?! I carried you for 9 months?! When??! 😅😂 why is it that when we are pregnant it feels like forever but when we have our babies it feels like pregnancy was super short?! He is my second baby. I’ve been pregnant twice. Wait what?! Okay I swear I’m not drunk. Just late night thoughts. 🌙
My daughter took this picture of me today. You should of seen how excited she was to show me followed by “you look beautiful mom!” 🥺🥺 it took everything in me to post this because well.... we are our own worst critics, but my daughter sees nothing but her mom, her BEAUTIFUL mom and I need to keep up with the way she sees me so she can grow up loving herself and her body as long as possible. After I was done criticizing every inch of this photo and trying to look at everything I disliked about “my new body” I decided to see it as what it really is, a body that carried and birthed 2 beautiful babies and I need to love it the way that it deserves. I am done comparing myself to everyone else and having false expectations. #bodypositivity #momlife