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It has been a very long year, and since then, it has been a long time since I could say I’ve been nice to myself. As much as I’ve tried to slog through it all, and stay strong, take everything a step at a time, etc etc, I have not been nice to myself. And now I’m sitting here a year after the fact with no job, a body that weighs less than I should, a room that’s a mess, and a messed up sleep schedule, and no artistic drive. But I’d like to work towards being better so the next time I inevitably come here to ramble, I can be happier and kinder with myself than I am now 5:29 am Saturday, March 13, 2021 |

This gifset reminded me of when I visited Hiroshima peace park and atomic bomb museum. The peace park is pretty but eerie as it’s surreal to have imagined what took place that day except for the one building, dubbed the A dome, which still stands. It’s somber and heavy, and the last gif of this set is just as hard hitting as when I was in the museum. Because you realize, that in the same amount of time that it took to make the connection of the whole family being there, that’s for some, seconds later than the thousands of people (among more within more seconds and minutes) who did not get another second to their own stories.

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I’ve lost jobs, friendships, had issues keeping my spaces clean, doing homework, among so many other things and it left me feeling depressed. n’t say that I’ve got a full handle on all my symptoms, but it is getting better to manage with medication and unlearning harmful coping skills. I also hope that there can be better tools and resources made available for adults who get diagnosed later in life because there may be things that need to be unlearned in order to develop better strategies to manage our symptoms. Things to deal with shame, guilt, rejection sensitivity, time management, following through on goals and tasks, hyperfocus, executive dysfunction, relationship management, let alone all the other ways ADHD affects people.