grace dowling
Lover of traveling and exploring
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You know when you’re in a pretty good little groove at first but after starting school again, stressing over a job that is only giving you 1.5 hours a week, trying to keep up with a social life, trying to keep a (semi) clean house, and questioning all of your life decisions as you cry over a mound of debt and GRE prep books, you just kind of lose your sh*t? Honestly, though, it’s weird how I can find time in the day to watch a 30 minute South Park episode or browse through Facebook for an hour; however, when it comes to the gym, I am just too tired, too stressed, too something… So, yes, I will suck it up, go to the gym, make my prepped meals, and go on with life because I will get through this like how I’ve gotten through everything else. I went to the gym 4 out of 5 times this week and went hard despite my troubles-
Plus, that always turned into a cheat weekend, cheat week, and next thing we knew we were waking up from a drunken slumber on a landfill of empty Blue Bell cartons and Taco Bell wrappers not knowing what happened. We can’t enjoy the river (which is very popular where I live) because we don’t want to show too much skin. We’d come home hungry from not eating all day, grab some quick and easy fast food, plop on the couch, and decide we would start our diiiiiet the next day. We aren’t machines, but we are developing habits that we are motivated to make last a lifetime.
It’s almost (no, wait, totally is) extremely weird how while telling myself that I can’t have something Now, healthy food is not quite the Sunny to my Cher like French fries, but that’s the point. and I don’t want the healthy options available to me, then I’m probably not really hungry. Well, turns out French fries don’t make very good shovels.
I got so many warm feelings in my head (don’t worry, I know the Patty Melt with fries, Dr. Pepper, and ranch got nothin’ on my Jesus). I don’t know what you have to multiply 15 by to get 100, but I got my freshman 15 times that number, BS… and I’m not saying you have to be a size 2 to be cute (because there’s some hella cute thick girls out there that rock it) , I’m saying I look like a damn upside down cupcake, and I’m just being real here.