Tracy Martinez
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You constantly pick yourself apart questioning why you aren’t good enough for them but in reality after the fog clears from your brain, you realize they actually aren’t good enough for you and it’s the universe’s way of making sure that the right pieces fall into place because you don’t But after your mind is clear, you actually see how great the red flags actually are. At that moment, you can finally realize that despite your thinking of not being good enough for them, they will never be good enough for you.
After each of our names were called, we’d go to our tandem guy and he’d put our harnesses on us. As I was walking to the plane, I literally felt like I was walking to my death….but My heart dropped to my stomach and it felt like everything inside me stayed in the plane but I was falling into the sky. After a few moments of falling, I felt all my terror go away and felt peace.
After another year or so, he and I got back together and moved to Kentucky. We lived in expensive LA for 3 months before we broke up again and moved to Florida, I with my new found Cuban family and he with his cousin, who already lived there. This love was different, I’d never felt love like this. This is the first time in my life that I am truly alone (without a boyfriend).
The Biltmore Estate in Ashville, South Carolina is a very magical place. It was built for George Washington Vanderbilt II between 1889 and 1895. When you first walk in you feel nervous but excited along with wishing that you lived in mansion like this. At one point, when Beckie and I were out in the gardens, there was a man who asked us to take a picture of him and his girlfriend.