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Rant alert – ATTENTION all swimwear designers, manufacturers, department and online stores PLEASE make better and more on trend swimsuits for those of us with big heavenly momma jubba busts. But I have saved you hours of searching the internets & done some extensive online digging to bring you the best of best bigger busts swimsuits picks for 2018. Asos gets major props from me for having an affordable and cool collection of fuller bust swimsuits and bikinis. I also think longline bras and bikini tops are super flattering on a bigger bust and add extra support.

Although I adored living in the 4th district of Vienna for 5 years we came across this lovely little townhouse that was too good to give up. Out went the hours of online dress shopping and in went the hours of online light fixture, grout options and paint colours. I am super happy with the quality of the ikea cabinets although I will say planning this kitchen took a lot of work and many hours. I have waited my whole life for white subway tiles and a farmhouse sink and I love them more than pistachio ice cream.

But after 3 months of apartment changing, renovating and winter I thought id give the sweatshirt a go. Usually in winter I prefer to wear chunky knits. This sweatshirt takes me from the bed straight to the street. I have been trying to hold off buying a new pair just to see how long I can live with 1 pair of shoes.

I am turning mother freakin 40 this year and the thought in general is so crazy to me because I don’t feel like adult pretty much every day of my life. Instead of googling botox I would like to like my wrinkles and lines on my face of a well-loved life. I want to look wiser and earthier and embrace getting older instead of freaking out and wanting to skin a 20 year old. I think my body can turn on me in any second and what I do want to change is to start taking control of my body and loving it and taking care of it.