I turned 36, Johannes turned 8, Henrik turned 2 and today Michael and I celebrated our 10 year wedding anniversary.
All the while I’ve been pushing a lot of my emotions down deep and telling myself “its no big deal
And it will come, because this isn’t the first time I’ve felt overwhelmed or emotional about time passing, and it likely won’t be the last.
I’ve closed down a lot of my social sharing, though it might not be as obvious to everyone and I’ve been vigorously trying to do whatever I can to bring my feelings to a head…spring cleaning, selling old things to buy something new, organizing the kids’ rooms, focusing on my workouts, looking ahead to changing careers, new sporting activities for the kids, new vacations to make memories, and so on.