The real irony was that, because I didn’t have any time to play (play = to write for fun, to journal, to read, to sit down with blank paper and dream big or brainstorm what my next new and exciting step in life would be– all things that I used to do regularly)
Since I now have designated work time and designated play time, I don’t feel that constant back-and-forth battle I felt before.
Although I am not using my 5:15 time to work in any way, I feel as though I have more energy and enthusiasm to work.
Rule 1: I can do whatever I want as long as it isn’t work and as long as it does not come with any feeling of obligation
Rule 2: I can journal, work on the novel I’m writing just to see if I can, blog, or read.