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My blog is about my life one letter at a time… always honest, always open… just me ♡♡♡ Visit me at lettersfromlaunna.blogspot.com
If I did that, I didn't have to think about what I was doing with my life, I haven't been able to really stand up and say what I was thinking or feeling... All too often, men get away with the assault or rape, we see it over and over and as women we wonder if it is worth it to be treated like we are liars and to feel the pain all over again. I feel like writing it out seems to show me the paths I have in front of me, they become more clear and I can make more informed choices. and I have been holding off with the walker because I feel like it makes me feel like I am 80
there is nothing wrong with wanting to attain the highest level but giving up because I feel like it's a failure on my part isn't what I want for myself anymore. A friend who went through something similar sent me a website with some ideas of how to strengthen my back so that my sciatica won't be so painful and a very good friend dropped over and told me not to give up, she would be ready to walk with me when the time came that I wasn't in such a great deal of pain. , it's not going to be simple, it's going to be painful and it's going to take a great deal of work but I don't write about everything as there are personal things I don't want everyone to know
It's been a very long time since I have sat down at my computer to write, I am not even sure why it has taken so long, I think constantly about writing I keep thinking about how I have been holding onto anger and disappointment for a long time, I haven't been angry at anyone, more angry with my situation. I am forever grateful that I can work from home, I think about how much worse it could be for me if I wasn't blessed in that way. Or do I want to remember that although I feel broken in many ways, I can be healed and still find wonderful things to be happy about and feel blessed for...
I never compare the types of trials we deal within life as I feel all trials are there for us to grow, become stronger and to become a better version of ourselves. But life isn't about having everything perfect and wonderful because I have dealt with endless trials... Life is about finding the joy, whether in between the trials or even during the trials... I also know there are a great deal of people who will question why anyone would have to deal with certain trials...