Andie Jepson

Time to get fukin real on here- Yesterday was the worst that I’ve ever felt about my body. I didn’t even want to look in a mirror at myself. Since Christmas I haven’t been in the gym consistently. 3 cysts have ruptured since then with almost constant ovarian pain. I have been sick the past week. And today I woke up finally feeling good enough to lift. And of course I started my period this morning. 🥲 I have never felt worse about my body. I’ve lost so much muscle in the past 4-5 months, and it’s so hard to just watch your muscle deteriorate. And here’s to all the fitness companies who have passed me up in the process of my journey. I used to want nothing more than to be a fitness influencer for brands. I thought it would validate me- but I don’t need that to validated. I just want to be healthy. But this morning I got up and went to the gym. The transformation of how I perceive my own body in my own mind had a DRAMATIC difference from 6 am this morning to now. JUST ONE HOUR. I am so thankful for the gym. I’m so thankful for my body. I’m so thankful to be able to lift again. I’ve realized how much more the gym means to me than just looking good. Looking good comes from within for me, I have to feel good to look good. I’m so ready to give my body what it needs. Thank your body today. It does so much for you. Treat it with care. ❤️

Happiest when I’m skin caring 💚 Using @glymedplus ultra-hydrating enzyme masque. It contains fruit enzymes papain and Bromelain - they provide a very gentle form of exfoliation to the skin. These fruit enzymes help to digest dead skin cells to help smooth skin. AND it also heals and hydrates the skin at the same time 💚

Hi I made this mirror all by myself and I rlly enjoy it 🐛

Favorite @gymsharkwomen outfit for yoga yesterday morning 🥰

Sundays are for gym dates with Deckrad Ily @truelifejohnnybravo

Peace and blessins

Happy Saturday from the cutest little beans Arnold & Frankie 💕 hope everyone has a good weekend

I don’t know why I still agree to lift with @truelifejohnnybravo because every time I do- my body feels like it’s falling apart the next day 🥲 But thanks for a good back day yesterday Deck🥲

POV: Ur my mirror while I’m feeling myself in the new @stayrippedapparel 💪🏽 Top is dropping soon- wearing a small 🥰

Life’s been feeling tooo good lately 🌞

Happy Valentine’s Day- I love u even tho I break out in hives when ever your facial hair touches me. ❤️ No but rly I love ur love so much bb

Should I go hit back or stay home and pet Arnold the rest of the day??

Do I have to have a clean mirror to join the bad bitch club??? Or can it be dirty??🥴

I can’t wait to show our kids how good looking we were back in the day wowza. And how cute Arnold was 🥺

Feeling so so good mentally and physically lately- about time 😇